I have worn an almost all-black wardrobe for about 18 years now.
Time for a change. I’m experiencing some neurological issues, separate from the usual bipolar stuff. I’m frustrated, wary, and a little sad.
Since there is little I can do about the neurological issues right now – except have tests, start a new medication, wait, start physical therapy sessions, wait, and add a new medication – I’ve got to depend on my Survival Kit like I do during my bipolar episodes. Thing is, I don’t really know what to do to feel better with this set of medical issues.
So, I’m making it up as I go. Totally inventing stuff, even if it is just a panacea. I’ll wear color. I’ll wear cobalt and turquoise fuchsia and kelly green. With black, yes. I’m going to make an impression. Fake it ’til I make it. Sometimes I can fake myself, and sometimes that is success.